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Once upon a time I was retired. But I came to live with my younger daughter and homeschooled her oldest son for two years. He went to school for 8th grade and now is in high school. I get to spend lots of time with my other three grandchildren. I write poetry and enjoy making books of them. I don't live with my daughter now; I have my own apartment which I love, and my own little kitty, which I named Shere Khan. However, unlike his name sake, he is not a brave, mean kitty. But I like it that way! I live only a few miles from my daughter and her family. I wish my other daughter was closer, but two hours away is not bad. Her three boys are all teenagers now. Its fun to be a grandma! My life is good.

Christmas Memory

Christmas was coming. I was ten and my sister was nine. We were so excited when the two plain white boxes were delivered. Mama said we were keeping them for the neighbors so their children wouldn’t see them before Christmas. Argue though we did, convinced they were the walking dolls we wanted, we couldn’t move her. So we just had to wait until Christmas.

That morning, we saw the two plain white boxes under the tree. We tore open the boxes. Inside each was the desired walking doll, mine with blond hair and my sister’s with brown. They were beautiful. If you held their hands and tilted them slightly as you moved them forward, they would extend one leg and then the other and together you made the journey across the room. My two-year-old brother loved the dolls too. He would grab one and dance around the room. How I wish I had a picture of him with a doll as tall as he was, dancing across the floor! It is a cherished memory, especially so since he died of lung cancer two years ago.

My sister and I still have our dolls. Mine sits on my bed. Her “hair” was replaced many years ago, but since it isn’t comb-able, it looks a little messy. But that’s okay. Whenever I look at her, I remember Wayne dancing with one of the dolls. And it makes me smile.

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Thanksgiving visit

I spent Thanksgiving with my daughter and her boys. One of the things I am thankful for is that they live close enough that I have the opportunity to visit them often during the year. I am thankful too that I can live through the sibling rivalry and brother-wrestling! It is quite different from the quiet lifestyle I have living with my sister and her husband, both retired.

My husband I raised two daughters and it has been interesting to watch my grandchildren  grow.  My husband used to say people lied to him when they said girls were quieter  and ate less than boys; he said that until he had grandsons! Then he said, “They didn’t lie!” He was raised as an only child and a quiet one at that. Being with his grandchildren sometimes was a challenge for him!

I love being a Grandma. Although I am glad to be back to my quiet lifestyle, I always cry as I leave and miss my grandchildren when I’m home. I wonder where life will take them and if I will be able to see them often as they grow older. I wonder if I can have an influence for good in their lives. There are lots of temptations out there to pull them off track. So I pray for them, that no matter what happens, God will use it to draw them to himself so I can see them in heaven!

I look forward to spending Christmas with my second daughter and her four! I will be glad to get back to my quiet lifestyle, but I will cry when I leave them and I will miss them. I guess that’s what being a Grandma is all about!

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Still giving thanks?

2014 Thanksgiving Day is over. I had given thanks for God’s many blessings. It was a good day.

Does it end there? Do I go back to taking things for granted now that the legal holiday is past?

No. In the days leading up to that good day, a friend gave me a book, One Thousand Gifts, by Ann Voskamp. I was challenged to write 1000 things I appreciated as gifts. So I began. The sky was especially beautiful one day. One night it was very cold and I was thankful for a warm bed and fuzzy socks to keep my feet warm. I was thankful for God’s forgiveness when I had sinned that day. There was the bird that sat in the bare branches of the tree and the moon’s glow on the snow. I am over 400 now!

As I expressed thanks, He gave me joy and peace. My trust in Him grew. The God of the universe loved insignificant me enough to give me gifts, especially the gift of eternal life through Jesus Christ. Could I not trust Him to lead and care for me?

He has given me so many gifts. Should I treat Him any less than I would anyone who gave me a gift? Gratitude should be an ever present part of my life.

trouble

Ah, the good things often are the hardest to take learn and take care of. That’s the way it is with my blog! I’m having trouble with getting my ages to display. My menu keeps doing its own thing. I hope those who are following me will be patient with me during my trying time. Guess I should stick to posts until things work right!

SNOW

I was looking out my window yesterday, and I saw white snow dots blowing around. It reminded me of one day a few years ago when I went out when the snow was falling in my black winter coat. As the flakes fell on my coat sleeve, I was amazed. I could see the intricate patterns of each snowflake. They reminded me of paper snowflakes I have made, except they were so much smaller and much more beautiful, laying there on their black background. I stared at them as they melted. Their beauty was awesome. I was sorry to see them disappear. The Creator who made such intricate, awesome things was One who deserved my praise.

As I look around and take note of what I see, I realize there are many things that are beautiful, things I often take for granted and never say thank you to the the One who made them, this One who loves beauty. As I have begun to take note and realize how blessed I am to behold God’s gifts, I am finding joy. When I face the bad things, I think of the gifts He has given me and I find I can walk through bad things with Him.

“Angel clown”

My youngest grandson just turned five in September. He is the family clown. One morning a couple years ago, after he finished his breakfast, he noticed his sister (who is 15 months older) was still eating. He climbed down from his chair, went over to her, and pleaded, “Share with Bubby.” His sister, according to his mother, was not pleased and did not smile at his antics. However, it is hard for adults to ignore the tactics of this little blond “angel” or use discipline when needed. His preschool teacher told his mom it was hard for her to discipline him because he is really so sweet and his smile so disarming. I’m glad that my daughter can resist–most of the time–his need for discipline. Sometimes, she just has to turn away and smile so she can continue to do what needs doing. Hopefully, she can continue to discipline when the need arises and not be taken in by his disarming smile and sweet hugs.

SITTING AT MY COMPUTER

 

 

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I’m sitting at my computer, looking at emails and blogs, deciding who I should follow, what I should write.  I pause to look out the window. It’s open, letting the cool breeze blow items off the window sill.  It’s gray outside, but I don’t mind. It’s neat to look at the tree in the back yard with its autumn yellow leaves dancing to the music of the wind. The leaves are so beautiful, but they are facing their last days, in the throes of death.  I am reminded that even in the autumn of my life, there is much to be thankful for. So often I am ungrateful because my body’s aches take my attention from God’s goodness and faithfulness, and the many blessings he has given me. So I make a commitment to let praise and gratitude spill from my mouth, for then my body won’t have the last word and there will be music in the wind for me as well as for those beautiful but dying leaves.

Watching my first grandson come into the world

I have 7 grandchildren, six boys and one girl. This is how I felt when I watched him coming into the world.

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How magnificent to see myself
wrapped in the soft pink skin
of my newborn grandson.
 
In him I see the dawning sunrise
of hope released in
the squinched blue eyes and tiny fists.
 
With a squall, he grabs life
and demands his place by his mother,
taking sustenance from her body.
 
How marvelous to see
the flesh of eternity
bound in the seed of love.
Darlene Estlow